would you kill me if you had the chance
or let me die from negligence
would you be there in sickness and health
or bail the moment you chose for yourself
theres just no doubt anymore
longer lasting love is merely folklore
i know there is nothing in between
i know theres nothin eventually occuring
for fear of death is why we love
connect with the unconnected
and there we shall live again
in the thoughts actions minds of our kids and friends
for scincerety exists why life obstains
actions longer lasting than a silver tongue explains

no accounting

rerunning these lines again
still so mad i can hardly see
eyes wanting to burn you down
but youre in an unknown city
im still so fucking angry...
i cant trust anyone, hard as i try
i dont trust, ill always be blind in that eye..
you fucked up so many times
im sure theres no way to account
you could try, though i know you wont.
the world swirls around
my depth perceptions unsound
i look at those on who i can count
and i only see them letting me down.
you left me blind, you took my eye
my trust, framework of love, was left to rust.
you fucked us over, and im angry still
i hate that my life has anything to do with you
but its the first place i started running...

dedication to destruction will have to remain
stay the course despite the chest pain
when every new bit of knowledge of you
stings like a new tattoo
though i know the wages of my sin
we lie down, never to get up again
we say our prayers by tarot's glow
and make of our love a shadow show

Preconceived Notions

Im seeing problems that arent there
Creating monsters out of thin air
Ship wrecked, beyond repair
I'm used to dealing with it all alone

Bot lo, there is a light
There is a love, there is a life
Its you who sets me right
You promise me, I'll never be alone

So now my problems past
Throwing negative plans into the trash
This time, unlike the last
I'll have someone to confide in
To rule over these preconceived notions

2012 (song)

A little air, a bit of dirt

The Earth, and everyone on it

(everyone on it)

We all know the rule before we’re taught

Treat everyone (treat everyone) like you want to be treated

Love everyone (Love everyone) as you love yourself

Life is a gift (Life is a gift)

True love is a virtue (true love is a virtue)

When we hit 2012 we welcome the waves

With beach blankets towels and shades

Take a rest from life (do your best with life)

Lets make a record for the fish to play

If the waves come tomorrow

All you have ever known is gone

What would you regret?

(What would you regret?)

As the water starts rising

We begin drifting freely

On the arms of an ocean,

Making good friends with seaweed

Then the clouds will perform for us

A perfect tyrannasaurus

We’re all in this moment finally free

When we hit 2012 we welcome the waves

With beach blankets towels and shades

Take a rest from life (do your best with life)

Lets make a record for the fish to play

It seems, why yes it seems

Our mouths are no bigger than our eyes

We take it as a sign (it’s a sign a sign)

A sign of the times (a sign)

Things are bound to change ( bound to change, bound to change)

We’ll all be riding high… (riding high)

Things will soon get better

You can make it if you try

2012 is coming

We’ll all be riding high, riding high…

i love you, i just wish it were in a recognizable way.

in a small house in a small town on the edge of a murky swamp
a small girl with a curl in her hair was cursed to raise up
all around was her booze hound brothers and her father who wouldnt stop
pickin on the girl forgotten by the world, waitin for fate to come along

your mama was always crying but you never knew why
your daddy was always afraid that somebody would catch wise
every day theyre makin you pay so you go and sleep outside
to try and hide from a family of blame, to forget the wounded pride

we met at the gate and when i failed to speak i knew this was something different
you showed me the road, then we took a stroll, by the end of lovers lane we were kissing
the car broke down as we drove out of town, but the old man showed us mercy
we were movin again, steady to the end, lost sight of the road, we were missing

the snow falls down, lands without a sound like the hair of angel kisses
our breathe, hot and wet. for a second live, halts then it freezes
disease meets desire, air meets the fire. exciting new avenues of feeling
then lovers we left, your locket i kept, a fires time is fleeting