my girl only calls me when she needs something else

my girl only calls me when she needs someone else

she dont care if its obvious as hell

shell use me up and leave me without bail

my girl only calls me when she needs something else

she dont come home til tonight has come and gone

no, she dont come home til tonight has come and gone

i sit up and drink alone,

 sleep wont come til the break of dawn

she dont come home til tonight has come and gone

i called my lady, left a message on her phone

yes, i called my lady, left a message on her phone

i know she must've heard,

but she wont return a single word

called my lady, left a message on her phone

the boys say they seen her steppin out

yeah, all the boys say they seen her steppin out

well i guess ill load up my nine

aint no fun to wait in line

yeah all the boys say they seen her steppin out

The only reason earth feels like hell, is because we expect it to be like heaven.

Theres a list of things that we forgot

 Took the ground, cursed it with a name

Made your heart a product  and sold it off

Stuck in a three bedroom two bath cage

Wake up early to go to work

leave those stones unturned

You were so wrong...

hearts closed off can be opened again

go to the forests and make yourself a friend

look to the sky and see its still there

feel with your hands the wind and air

why everything do we have to compare

to what we expect and whats not there

this presupposition just ruins our day

why do we have to expect in that way?

feelin thoroughly upset

what you said when you left

me youll never get
and ill never understand you

next couple days  a friend complains

a scribbled note on the kitchen counter explains

youre too drunk to care, so i dont care

leave with someone ive never seen before

so broken, whats the use?

i pick up the peices and do it anyway

a little glue, and you never knew

the cracks hiding behind the paint

when i see you around

at a show or in town

ill close my eyes, you do the same

then well never see us again

- "21 Maxims of a Wandering Samurai

1. Accept everything just the way it is.
2. Do not seek pleasure for its own sake.
3. Do not, under any circumstances, depend on a partial feeling.
4. Think lightly of yourself and deeply of the world.
5. Be detached from desire your whole life long.
6. Do not regret what you have done.
7. Never be jealous.
8. Never let yourself be saddened by a separation.
9. Resentment and complaint are appropriate neither for oneself nor others.
10. Do not let yourself be guided by the feeling of lust or love.
11. In all things have no preferences.
12. Be indifferent to where you live.
13. Do not pursue the taste of good food.
14. Do not hold on to possessions you no longer need.
15. Do not act following customary beliefs.
16. Do not collect weapons or practice with weapons beyond what is useful.
17. Do not fear death.
18. Do not seek to possess either goods or fiefs for your old age.
19. Respect Buddha and the gods without counting on their help.
20. You may abandon your own body but you must preserve your honour.
21. Never stray from the Way.

~Miyamoto Musashi, Samurai

nothing really scares me much

except for losing you, for losing touch...

i've misunderstood what youve written

i got behind the wheel and should'nt've

ive been driven to the point

where if i care about it

then i gotta think, talk, fight about it

i care about the songs

i want everyone to know im committed

ive got a life i live, i dont wanna live an illusion

the odds are compelling that the answer

had its arms around me all along

i know when im in, when im just a visitor

i know im in, i know im in...

you make me lose my mind

i look on your face but cannot find

a reason not to be here

sometimes our troubles bind

but they got left behind

i think we're in the clear

a simple nod from you and i know

all there is to know

with you i can let the past go

and just be where i am, with you

you say thats cool and im a fool

for your fuscia aura plays a muse

the fire touches but never burns

my own as we combine our souls return

to that sacred sea from which we came

that blinding beauty of an ocean flame

you lead me on, a man possessed. a gust of wind carries your scent,

to obey the draw and break free, the arms that unmake me,

tear the heart from my chest

how can i, let this go?

i die every time, the evening reaches its close

 a hunger devouring

an animality

a pain in my brain i cant let go

scortch me from this earth, from my own head

wont you darling,  just let this go?

i long for the touch of your metal on my throat

ill breathe fire and ice filling myself with every breath

just to get closer to you

 ill overthrow the heavens if they wont lay me next to you