my dad is blind in one eye
his retina detached
for no apparent reason at all
not that I can really know
I don’t trust anyone
Because of you
I think it’s a trick
Somehow
Im not even talking to you
And I think youre trying to trick me
What does that say about the fucked up nature of our relationship?
My head has so many gaps in it
I may never really know
Just what it was like
To be your son
Can I just get over this on my own?
Never forgive, never truly remember
The specifics of your crimes
And this frayed recollection
Would you use it against me?
I don’t know if I could trust you if I tried
Are you the reason I get so angry?
When people get away
Without responsibility for their actions?
Are you why I think everyone has to pay?
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