would you kill me if you had the chance
or let me die from negligence
would you be there in sickness and health
or bail the moment you chose for yourself
theres just no doubt anymore
longer lasting love is merely folklore
i know there is nothing in between
i know theres nothin eventually occuring
for fear of death is why we love
connect with the unconnected
and there we shall live again
in the thoughts actions minds of our kids and friends
for scincerety exists why life obstains
actions longer lasting than a silver tongue explains

no accounting

rerunning these lines again
still so mad i can hardly see
eyes wanting to burn you down
but youre in an unknown city
im still so fucking angry...
i cant trust anyone, hard as i try
i dont trust, ill always be blind in that eye..
you fucked up so many times
im sure theres no way to account
you could try, though i know you wont.
the world swirls around
my depth perceptions unsound
i look at those on who i can count
and i only see them letting me down.
you left me blind, you took my eye
my trust, framework of love, was left to rust.
you fucked us over, and im angry still
i hate that my life has anything to do with you
but its the first place i started running...

dedication to destruction will have to remain
stay the course despite the chest pain
when every new bit of knowledge of you
stings like a new tattoo
though i know the wages of my sin
we lie down, never to get up again
we say our prayers by tarot's glow
and make of our love a shadow show